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Name: sardius and grace
Interests: interested in your mother. does she have a good personality like YOU!!! hak hak hak hak.
Expertise: in computers. yes. in fact. we know that its cool to have a cool computer covering. it is. not just spiffy to look at. but it helps. be cool.
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Computers (Internet)
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
11/25/2002
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| Let's see. I have not updated this Xanga for a few months now, but that doesn't mean that in moments of extreme boredom, I do not visit Xanga for a few good laughs. It works, I usually roll my eyes, chuckle, or at some times read aloud lines to everyone around for good laughs for everyone.
However, I feel there is something I really need to address. I only read from L'EFC. I don't care if no one reads this, it's a means for me to bitch out somewhere where there is a chance that what I write will be read.
Maybe the reason you never have had or will have a girlfriend is because you are a fucking mysogynistic asshole. Unless you order a mail order bride, it's not happening. What kind of fucked up thinking makes you think that women will flock to you because you are a man of God. You talk about respecting women, but you have no respect for anything that a women is. You want a companion, but you actually think she is below you? Please. It's fuckers like you that make me want to give up on men completely. And men would miss me. You want a girl who can stand up for herself so You. Can. Strike. Her. Down. That is so fucked up. You disgust me. That's some fucked up thinking.
OH YEAH. And ummm. Boys don't rule the world. Money is not everything. What the fuck. I want to take you out with me. Let you see how the world reacts to a girl with strength. I'm not trying to sound like I know the world, because I will admit that I have been blessed mostly to have dealt with males who respect me. But I think a lot of that lays in the choices that us, as womyn, make.
I just think that Dorosister and I are comfortable as women. I just. Fuck. I'm just getting worked up for nothing. I'm going to go up to you, babygirl, and look you in the eyes and tell you to straighten up. I don't know you. But the way you are reflected from your online makes me want to cry.
The makeup I wear is not to look more attractive for others, but for me to hold my head up higher. The tight jeans are because I liek the way they feel. This is what a feminist looks like. Whatever sexuality this 115 pound 5'2 Asian Girl can muster up is sexuality that I use to empower myself. I've made the hugest mistakes. I still am. But now, being at home, I've remembered who I am. I don't compete with others because I've already won. I don't need to bitch fight anyone for anyone, because I don't need them anyways. I stand on my own feet. I hold my on head up high. I am good enough for me, and that is too good for most people.
On a side note, kind of related, kind of not. I've gotten out of a terrible relationship. Physically, and mentally. I've been vulnerable for so long. I wanted to put this out there. Everyone makes mistakes, but no regrets baby. No regrets. There is an amazing probably will be partner in site. He writes about consumption and the government and dresses thug because he has a sense of humor.
That's how I feel. Ten years til the next post everyone!
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| I'm super happy at the mo. I should be reading and planning my essay and like, studying about AIDS and stuff, but I am not. Instead, I have fully used up livejournal, myspace, and facebook. So I came back to xanga for a good ol lurk. THIS IS COLLEGE! Anyways. Yeah.
Grow Up kids. Or not. Never do because you make me so happy!
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| Don't you hate it when people do not share their entire lives on the internet? I HATE IT! haahha. Or they leave out the juicy stuff, and only talk about... not fun stuff.
So my day was full of drama. I ate hot cheeto fries and baked ziti. I packed and am leaving tommorrow. DOn't miss me too much y'all. I will be but a short distance away! Ha! I have nada frauuuunghs on the xanga cept g.rom and the parts of my ring that have nnot moved on to the wonderful world of livejournal.
Anyways, I have a serious thing to warn you all about. And that is odd pimples. I have a weirdo pimple on/under my eyeglasses spot. I dont kknow how to explain it, other than it is far from comforts and farther from convinient. Unfortuanatly, my recent disgust at actually dressing or caring about my apperance has made it difficult for me to prevent such breakouts.
Yes, that is a good conversational to read. Why have I stopped caring about my clothing? Why have I worn the same plaid shirt and short and unitard or jeans all week? Because I am. Simply. I am so fabulous and attractive that even being smelly draws everyone near and far to bathe in my amazing glow. They all stand in stupor when I flutter my short asian eyelashes. I really like fake eyelashes. They are the greatest accersory in the world. But due to my recent discovery of my own excellance, I have failed to use these crutches. Instead I rely on myself. The inner core of my beautiful being.
Alright. In seriousness. I pooped one time today! HAHA I bet you all love that!!!But I actually am low self esteem girl. But since people fawn over me with attencion, I can feign confidence.
Today we heard Helen Zia talk, and it really got me back up. This summer has been really apathetic, but now I am ready to care again. I am shivering in the 70 d.gree weather, and that is pretyt sad. HOE FUCK its cold. But I want to tell ever girl that they are beautiful, except for the fat fuck cows who are mean to me. They can go eat cabbage! But everyone else! You really are so beautiful.
Another thing ladies: STOP FUCKING GIVING BOYS THE TIME OF DAY!!!! I muy h8 girls who are all like. OOHHHLALA!!!!~~~~~ NO! That is muy lame. And even more bad for your complexion. You should jsut be like me and be in love with someone who shares your birthday and dies on a ship. Or someone in another country! I am tired and love myself. I am alllll packed up and pumped to start my classes and stuff.
Just scared that I will be alllll alone!
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| Idlewild is the greatest movie ever. It's been a few days and each have been for me to properlylove it more. Life is crazy now. Flyin everywhurrrrrrrr.
Soo I'm just chu chu checkin in.
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| - Fire Fire.Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense.
1. How am I feeling today?
Op Ivy - Room Without A Window, except not! Because I am happy 2dai.
2. Will I get far in life?
Hanson - Penny and Me. WTF.. this does not work I think so.
3. How do my friends see me?
Common - It's you're world/ Pop's Reprise (Feat. Billal)
4. Where will I get married?
The Ramones - Merry Christmas.
5. What is my best friend's theme song?
Regina Spektor - Oedipus.. Hehe..
6. What is the story of my life?
Yves Montand - Rue St. Vincent. SCORE! The french song form the Rushmore soundtrack YALL.. dure..
7. What was high school like?
Op Ivy - Hangin Out. Troooooooooe.
8. How can I get ahead in life?
DHC - Don't wanna Behave. Be a bad ass mother fucker. That's how you get ahead.
9. What is the best thing about me?
Sir. Reginald Dwight - My Father's Gun
10. What was today like?
The Fugees - The Score
11. What is in store for this weekend?
Eisley - Lullaby
12. What song describes my parents?
DHC - Next To You. ONly not because they are not good friends.
13. How is my life going?
Sex Pistols - Problems. Alright maybe a little. This is fucking like a horiscope. You have to have like, one that makes sense, and then it's all like. OOOHHHHHHHH. But not really.
14. What song will they play at my funeral?
Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man. Right!!
15. How does the world see me?
The Smiths - Rushoime Ruffians. This isn't fair since I do not have much Cure on here. So The Cure is still > Lame-o meat h8in Morriseeeepeeee..
16. Will I have a happy life?
BRMC - Promise.
17. What do my friends really think of me?
The Buzzcocks - Harmony in my head..
18. Do people secretly lust after me?
The Fugees - Cowboys.
19. How can I make myself happy?
Islands - Humans. Yeah, I like people!
20. What should I do with my life?
Ellegarden - Marry Me. Yeah!! These aree really erally really working! Superduperthuppernezz!
21. What will my children be like?
Rancid - The Ballad of Jimmy and Johnny. Tee Hee.
22. What will you name them?
Jello Biafra And Mojo Nixon - Convoy in the Sky. WRONG!
23. What will the person you marry be like?
The Cure - Close to Me. AWWWW. HAha. These are making my laughosios.
24. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Avril Lavinge - I don't Give.
25. Will you have a fulfilling life?
Fugazi - Song #1. Because I am la numero uno!.
26. How will you die?
M.I.A. - Fire Fire.
THe last ones worked out. This was muy lalme because you have no control over the lame-oh answers. Allright I am going to wake Doro ziz. And then we are going to eat and do a lot of stuff b/c we have been going out a lot and not been doing good on things we must do fore escuela begins.
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